Saturday, March 14, 2009

Self Examination

This I might add is my first Blog, so I must say I’m really just thinking out loud for a once. This us one hell of a way to start but here it goes. Curious I think this is the best way to describe myself. I love women and the many different looks and builds but I do see the beauty in men as well. I've had one experience with a male who was almost a step brother.

I was going through a ruff patch back then and even though I was older by a year and a half he was more the aggressor. Do to low self-esteem at the time I was more submissive and willing to please then I am with women. I didn't like that I was so willing to give into his wants. I was desperate for caring attention and he seemed to sense this.

Well it was more fooling around than anything however soon he decided penetration was the next thing I cant say it was for me I just felt used and haven't been down that road since.

I can not deny that I have had some crushes on some guys but never have I acted on them. I got married Loved my wife and not in the hiding I’m gay way but planed to live my life with her until she cheated on me and had his kid. This opened me up again to seeing what makes men attractive. I’ve found myself checking more and more of the porn and male nudes out. Hence the Curiousness of what I am?

I Love a fine woman sweet pare shaped asses perky breasts smooth thighs, piercing eyes and shapely lips and I get the Hots like the next guy however seeing a guy getting his cock sucked by another does the same. Like the video “Kitchen Fun--Latin Whipped Cream in Kitchen” from NatureJockk’s!!
Now that was Fuckin Hottt!!! That dude could blow me any freakin time he wants!! That was one of the most Erotic videos I’ve seen ever!! So in order to make a post I had to join in so here I am my first thought out loud on this subject. So forgive me if I’ve made a shamble of what a Blog is supposed to be but I had to get that out. If you have comments or answers feel free to fill me in. The newbie here!